I had an abortion in dec the baby daddy keeps saying how he wanted it and i regret it. i did counseling/anti depressants, i have barely left the house?

Counseling: Continue to counseling and medications as needed. Life after having an abortion is never the same and it helps to continue the therapy and the meds, no matter how painful, or agonizing the depression may be. It also helps to speak with women Who have had experiences similar to yours. Good luck.

Abortion: Its done. No sense discussing this- was baby's daddy willing to be responsible and be a good husband and father - probably not - so it was a decision you made based on what was best for you. If you are not married to the baby's daddy I would quickly dispose of him from your life - he is traumatizing you psychologically and you do not deserve or need that. Get on with your life.