Before i was an addicted and now i am scare to go to the hospital and i been very sick and pain and i don't know what to do. they won't help me?

Treatment: If you are sick and in pain, go to the hospital, contact your primary care physician or go to an urgent care. There is no reason to suffer. Your condition will likely worsen if it is not diagnosed or treated.

If you are ill: & believe you need medical care - would seek medical assessment. But, it you seek medical attention and specifically request controlled substances for your pain it might be a cause for concern. There are a number of ways that pain treatment can be approached. Would try to be open to whatever recommendations are made even if they are options you haven't tried before. Take care.