Molested an raped i got molested at 7 years old and raped at 19 people say i should see a theorist but im afraid to talk sex scares me and it hurt for the longest time or i just didn't feel anything but within the past year i can feel it but i dot feel it

Hello. : Hello. I think it can be frightening to consider talking about past events and how it effects you. If you talk about it, it brings up memories. If you bring up memories of trauma, it can cause unpleasant emotions. I do recommend seeing a good therapist. A therapist who listens to you and who you feel heard by. A therapist who can help time how you deal with past traumas- not pushing you to go too fast, but who also encourages you not to avoid important thoughts of feelings. If you ignore it, it will likely continue to impact you, even if you aren't conciously aware of it. I hope that you do decide to obtain treatment. Take care.

There are millions : Millions just like you. Talking to a specialist in rape/molestation is a way out! Or you can just worry and deny things for years of wasted energy and time. You started already with us, now take the next step and get a therapist that specializes in this area. You need to learn to live life and enjoy as much as it can offer you! Your not at fault!