Is there something natural to take to get rid of suicidal thoughts and desires?

Not that simple: If you are having thoughts about killing yourself, get seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you or call 911 for emergency services for transport. You can call the National suicide hotlines 24/7 at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273 – talk (1-800-273-8255) for support. If you aren't in treatment - that is soooo important. Take care.