I dream every night- they are depressive dreams i dream about how i am going to drop out of school, i also have too frequent suicidal thoughts ?

Talk to a therapist: If you're in school, you should seek counseling at the health center associated with your school. Depression and suicidal thinking while under academic stress are far too commonly untreated and unexamined. Help is available. Seek it out.

Counseling/meds: You are expressing depressive ideation. See a physician for anti-depressive therapy and a therapist for psychotherapy-ASAP.

SUICIDAL THOUGHTS: If your suicidal thoughts become plans please go to the ER. Otherwise have a physical exam to rule out a physical problem. Please consult with a Clinical Psychologist for psychotherapy to help you with ZOOM.com sessions. Research indicates with psychotherapy you can change & find better coping mechanisms. If there is a biological reason you are depressed please see a Psychiatrist for medication.