8 wks pp and i have been depressed over my c-section i can't stop crying i have anxiety attacks over knowing i won't be able to ever deliver natural. ?

Sounds like: post partum depression. Not being able to have natural child birth is one issue. Not being able to stop crying after giving birth is perhaps another. There is a drop off in hormones that occurs after delivery by what ever route. You may be experiencing depression from this drop in progesterone and other hormones. Tell your Doctor ! They will have you come by for an assessment.