2 periods and 8 neg hpts since may yet i have had digestive issues for the past month, feel fat & cramping within 10 days of my period. am i paranoid?

Paranoid: I wouldn't say paranoid, but it seems that you are stressed out about something - e.g., trying to get pregnant? Or nervous about getting pregnant and not sure if it is the right guy? Maybe you want to go on birth control pills for 3 - 6 months that will hopefully give your cycle some stability and take away any anxiety of getting pregnant. During that time you can sort things out.