I've been harming myself for about 2 weeks, i've just started counciling but im still addicted to the need to see my blood even on a good day. help?

Self Harming: Congratulations on starting the counseling. Please call your therapist and tell her/him about your ongoing self-harm activities. Letting them go is not likely to be easy or automatic. You can also ask your therapist about dialectical behavioral therapy: http://tinyurl.Com/qccr6no in the meantime a self-help dbt site is available, but it's not a complete substitute: http://tinyurl.Com/y94vxwa.

Serious issue: Self harm is a serious conditions and should be treated early and aggressively. It can lead to rapidly worsening mental state and or death. Inpatient hospitalization should be considered.