I have other weird thoughts such as me having diabetes or a bladder infection help?

Not sure: I may not understand your question. Frequent urination can be a symptom of both a bladder infection and hyperglycemia. However, with an infection there is usually burning and a small volume of urine. With a very high blood sugar, the urine volume is high, possibly to the point of dehydration. There may be rapid weight changes and blurred vision as well. See a doctor for a diagnosis.