Can i have traces of borderline personality disorder, how can i know?

Borderline: Have a consultation with a psychiatrist to find out if it's borderline personality disorder, or something else. Then go from there.

Borderline : Aspects of borderline personality disorder include intense fear of abandonment, being manipulative, impulsivity, a tendency to think of people and things in all good or all bad terms, self mutilating behaviors, drug and alcohol abuse, sexual impulsivity, a profoundly disturb sense of self, and extreme emotional volatility. Do not diagnose yourself. Seek a full psychiatric evaluation to find out modo not diagnose yourself. Seek a full psychiatric evaluation to find out more about what bothers you.