Suffering suicidal depression, 4hrs sleep/day, 45yrs old-doesnt want to see a psychiatric, any medications that would help.thanks alot?

Please see doctor!: This person really needs to see a physician -- psychiatrist would be best. Depression is serious -- "suicidal depression" implies even more acuity, where acting on these ideas might be possible. Effective treatments exist, being provided in the context of comprehensive evaluation. Medications combined with psychotherapy give the best results. If suicidal intent, hospitalization is needed.

Serious situation!: If you are seriously considering suicide, you need to go to an emergency room immediately! do not delay! this is potentially fatal! in terms of medication, you need to see a psychiatrist to get them, so go, even though you don't want to. Also consider finding a therapist to talk to. Ultimately, you will need to address the root cause of your suicidal depression.

Therapist ASAP: I promise there are caring psychiatrists who would listen and help you formulate some answers. Go ahead and find a reliable therapist asap. You can find well respected therapists on websites such as psychology today, or seek a website where patients give feedback on their therapist. Often, your primary care physician will know who to refer you to. No one who feels this bad should go it alone.