How can i know if i chose my eating disorder?

Not a choice: Nobody chooses any addictive or compulsive pattern, be it alcohol/ drugs, eating disorders, gambling or whatever else. When the compulsion takes over, it sounds like your thoughts but it impersonates you. This is why it is crucial to have a support system - for compulsive eating behaviors overeaters anonymous is a great way to have people to be strong when you are not. Find mtgs @ www.Oa.Org.