Am i depressed or is something else going on?

The way: The only way to know is to obtain formal psychiatric evaluation. See your dr asap, depression can be pervasive and potentially devastating if not taken care of. Good luck.

Start with a: Psychiatric evaluation to know one way or another. Depressive sx's may include low mood, irritability, anger, ^ or v sleep, change in appetite, feelings of helplessness or hopelessness, v energy, v self-esteem, feelings of guilt. V motivation, absence of joy, v concentration, v memory ; suicidal thoughts.