Im 19 years old i dont have a boyfriend because of my past and i domt want to have sex but i want tp get pregenent is this possible and how?

Wait a few years: and consider counseling for the issues from your past. You are young at 19, being a mother will go a lot more smoothly if you wait until you are a few years older. It is also much better to have your life together and your future stable before becoming pregnant so you and your baby can have a decent lifestyle. You may want to consider getting a college education or other training.