I feel like i'm sick, i'm having a mental illness i always do bad manner witg every one and it hurts me very much please help me .

Mental sickness: It sounds like you're concerned about how you're acting with other people. I don't know exactly what you're referring to, but you can get help with this from a psychiatrist or psychologist in your community. They will listen to you and help assess what's happening with you -- and suggest helpful treatments as needed. Good luck to you.

Mental Illness: I don't know if you have a mental illness but give yourself a chance to resolve this behavior by seeing a clinical psychologist who can help you understand your behavior and help establish better interpersonal behaviors. My best.