About 6 am so i usually catch the sun rising. but why do i feel depressed when i see the sun starting to rise?

Endless Possibilites: There could be so many reasons that you feel depressed when you see the sun start to rise. Maybe an association? Maybe you are not looking forward to you day? The possibilities are endless. Are you in therapy? If you are, talk to your therapist about it. These are the kinds of questions that can help you a lot if you talk about them. Keep asking. Best wishes.