I need help emotionally, who can i talk to?

Hard to say: This is the HT public forum where docs based primarily in the USA answer questions about health issues. We have no access to or information about local healthcare providers/therapists around the world where this site can be seen. I would cal your doc or a local mental health clinic for this information. Some insurance plans maintain a referral list that you can find by contacting their help desk.

Many options : Family, religious clergy, friends, anyone who cares about you, psychologists, psychiatrists, medical social workers. County mental health services... You must take the first step to reach out for help so people know your needs. Do this today! You are worthwhile, important, and needed by many.