Have problems with mi menstrual periods if my hormones are not balanced can't see my periods and i'm afraid i won't conceive if i want a child?

See an OBGYN: Your fertility can only be assessed after you begin trying to conceive. Many women have irregular cycles & go on to have children. I would meet with an OBGYN & discuss your problems. They may be able to help your cycles become more predictable and help you later achieve pregnancy when you desire. This cannot be sorted out on line.