I've had pinworms on and off since i was about 7 or 8 and they won't go away. i'm super depressed because i feel like they never will. i wanna die?

Odd statement: Pinworms are common in young infants or those who care for them. They are no more important than the germs in your poop but trigger anal itching from where the mother lays eggs. In adults, there are many other reasons for anal itching. Bacterial or yeast infections, food allergies, hygiene issues, reactions to soaps or toilet tissue, etc. You need a firmer diagnosis & a therapist.