I am in denial over my appearance, i can't see what others see, i will take pictures of myself and then look in the mirror and i don't look the same?

Appearence: Please be more specific about what is concerning or what "others see". In general there is at times a slight difference between what we "look like " and a photograph, hence the term photogenic. May be due to lighting, pixels, etc. if you are concerned about your appearance consider contacting healthtap prime and speaking to a psychiatrist/therapist . Dont worry Good luck