I'm on lamictal/testosterone/viibryd/prazosin/suboxone.i'm not sure how bad i need these. at what point can i decide to stop these meds to be normal?

Talk to psych: Unfortunately that's an impossible question for any of us to answer. If you're having concerns, I'd suggest having an honest discussion with your psychiatrist about a possible timeline/goals and a good strategy for titrating off of the medications slowly. You definitely don't want to relapse or have any adverse effects - and that's the best way to prevent it. Hope that helps!