I think that sometimes i take my friends' jokes too seriously and this makes me behave improperly with them and then i hate myself. what can i do?

Psychotherapy: Cognitive behavioral if you just want to stop the above but even better is psychodynamic therapy to gain intuition and understand why....

.: If you are hurt by these "jokes", let your friends know. Teasing that makes you feel bad is also a form of bulling. If you are unable to get them to stop, you probably need a set of friends who understand you for what you are. Friendship goes both ways, if you feel bad that you are misbehaving, your friends should also feel that they misbehaved with their jokes. Let them know, .

Try not to: I'd love to suggest a book to you called the "power of now" by eckhart tolle... It can really transform the way you think about daily life. If you are having issues such as this, you may find it very helpful.

Worth Exploring!: It sounds like you've identified an obstacle in your life - one that might interfere with your ability to have truly satisfying, close relationships. I'd suggest exploring this further. Find a psychologist you can connect with ... Someone to help you explore your experience & trace its roots. Some people are better at reading social cues than others and there may be some skills you can boost.