Help me! i want to kill myself. i want to take two whole bottles of pills and drown myself in the lake. i don't want to live anymore. i need a pdoc.?

Don't take: Any pills. That is number one. Number 2 you need to tal to someone (preferably a psychiatrist). And it would be wise to do so immediately. One way is if you have one to plce a call to them, if not simply go to the emergency room at a hospital and let them know how you are feeling and they will call one immediately for you. Your life is precious, don't forget that. Please get help asap.

Emergency Room: You should go to the emergency room and have them evaluate you if you have these feelings.