When nothing medically is helping you, physically and mentally, what is the next step? there is no more detail, that is it in a nutshell.

The : The fact you reached out to this online community with the burdens you are facing must have been an effort and we all genuinely applaud your effort at trying to take care of yourself. On a positive note you sought help. However you have globally described how you are feeling. There are many experts who are on line and some clarity of thought on your part can help bring right resources or technology or techniques to your aid. I have added a link to the well being checklist. Perhaps a simple instrument such as this could clarify for yourself and others what you are experiencing. When faced with distressing situation/situations, dividing the feelings you are experiencing into smaller issues will allow you to solve the problem which at first may appear difficult to overcome. Please keep the thread of communication open and reach back to us if need be. Various 24 hour hotlines: (617) 330-1657(alcohol); 508 875 4500(crisis); hospital: (508) 334-1000 if you are an online person I have linked a peer support website below. Belief in higher power as suggested can anchor you in the storm you are experiencing.