Dad is sick: kidney failure, diabetes, gout, etc. advice on how to cope while being away at college. feel guilty, nostalgic & scared to have own life.

Sorry to hear about: Your dad. Most likely he wants you to be away at college and would feel guilty if you didn't go. So, go to school and keep him updated with stories about your new friends, exams, profs, etc. Peace and good health.

ADA: Try joining the american diabetes association. Learn what you can do to help your dad. Put yourself in control!