Could haywards 5000 ml with 40mg ativan (lorazepam) kill me?

Overdose of beer &: Ativan (lorazepam). If you are having thoughts about killing yourself, get seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you or call 911 for emergency services for transport. You can call the National suicide hotlines 24/7 at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273 – talk (1-800-273-8255) for support.

Major Depression: You are a Precious Human Being! Let the Wise Person in you guide you for: •You were born with Wonder of Life Force, giving you Breath of Life every 4 seconds; due to which you have lived for 50 years. •Stresses of life becoming devastating, making you very depressed. •Depression is treatable with good results. •Your Life is a Gift! •Please call Crisis Center or 911 and the family; and go to E.R.