I am bipolar and just can't find any hope is there a reason to go on?

I am sorry that you: Are suffering. If you are imminently suicidal please be seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you. If need be, you can call 911 for emergency services ; they can provide transport. When a person is depressed they often feel despair ; come to believe that things can't get better. But there is hope. Allow others to provide you w support ; to help you see the other.