Is it possible that i have borderline schizophrenia?

It is impossible to: Know with so little information. Call a mental health clinic and go for an evaluation. They will help you figure out what is wrong.

What's Schizophrenia: Schizophrenia is a brain disease affecting one percent of the population. It usually begins in one's late teens or early 20s and is characterized by a disturbance of one's thoughts called psychosis. Psychosis is when a person has delusions and/or hallucinations. Other conditions can cause psychosis as well. The most common form is paranoid schizophrenia.Then there's mild, moderate and severe forms

Schizophrenia: Firstly, do not diagnose yourself. Get a full psychiatric evaluation and inquire about medication options to control hallucinations and other symptoms. Also get a referral to a reputable psychotherapist who specializes in psychotic disorders. DO IT TODAY.