I'm very depressed because i was told to not to try to have another child. it has made me feel worthless and good for nothing. lost last baby in may?

Lost baby: I'm so sorry for your loss. Grieving such a loss may last a long time, and i hope you have a supportive spouse and extended family with you. It sounds like you're very hard on yourself though, and may benefit from working with a psychologist or psychiatrist during this time. Some medical conditions do make pregnancy dangerous, and you can discuss these with your own doctor plus see others too.

I am sorry for: This loss. Being a mother is a blessing. But your worth is not determined by your ability to bear children. You have innate worth. There are many other ways to give life meaning. You are not "good for nothing". One of your challenges will be to discover what you are "good for" (your talents, loves, interests). You are grieving now, the next step will be to find what does give your life purpose.