Penis pains, please help me i want to kill myself, i can't take the pain anymore. what do i do?

Get seen: You should go to the emergency room now if you feel you may take your life. There are a variety of causes of pain there; you haven't specified its nature but they can be severe. All of them can be managed, though it may take a nerve block. Do not harm yourself; if you feel you are out of control call 911.

Severe pain.: Please get seen by a urologist to address your penis pain. If you have active thoughts about killing yourself get seen at the nearest emergency room now. Have a friend or relative drive you or call 911 for emergency services for transport. You can call the National suicide hotlines 24/7 at 1-800-suicide (1-800-784-2433) or 1-800-273 – talk (1-800-273-8255) for support.