Might consuming alcohol help numb the pain of being alone?

Only while you drink: Trouble is it will numb you to everything including the road carrying out your job, and the fact that you are destroying your body and brain. Take it from an only child, being alone has its advantages instead of drinking find something constructive to do, go help someone, go to the temple of your preferred religion and pray, go out and walk if you can't stop, get help to learn to not drink.