How can i get aids without having sex? i deserve it.

Takes too long : Regardless of the mode you choose to contract hiv, it may take over a decade before it turns into aids. And if you're one of those lucky long-term non-progressors, it may even take longer than that. The fastest way to get a solid answer to your question is by consulting a mental health specialist such as a psychiatrist or psychologist. In the meantime, try to find health.