Can small photosensitive epilepsy seizures go away without drugs? i mean if i stop triggering them are they ever gonna stop without need of medical treatment?

Unfortunately NO: You are aware of but one trigger, but there are many more potential stimuli. Your meds are not needed when no provocative event is present, but that is rare, and on most days the potential for a seizure is far higher. Your meds are there to keep you stable during the tough times, but hard to predict the future. Follow your doctor's advice. Good luck.