Can can i forget all about the boys? what should i do???

Maybe: At 18 you have many things demanding your attention. In addition to boys you have your education, your future plans, growing up and having to start moving into independent life, trying to figure out your self and the loss of childhood as you mature, separation from parents and high school, and individuation (getting to know your true self as distinguished from what others know you to be). All of this takes emotional and mental energy. You get the picture. With all of this going on, you may want to take a break from boys for a while and re look at that part of your life later.