I always get horny and end up rubbing and fingering my clit is that even normal?

Any repetitive or : habitual movements or rituals that you feel compelled to perform for an hour or more/day may be a sign of an anxiety disorder. Masturbation is normal. Excessive masturbation that impedes or harmfully impacts your daily functioning at home, school or work is not. If that's what you mean by "always", see your primary care provider or OB/GYN for a check-up & referral to a mental health provider.