What can i do?! how do i deal with my vicodin/oxy addiction?

Many things: Start with a detox if first treatment, but must be followed by a strong counseling and support program. If you have tried many times to stop, medication-assisted therapy with Methadone or Buprenorphine may be helpful. www.asam.org or www.Aaap.Org can put you in touch with a doctor in your area who specializes in addiction treatment. People use opiates for mental "pain", and finding cause is key.