Please answer! i convinced myself i have leukemia. what do i need to do?

Unclear...: It is unclear why you reached this conclusion. Do you have any symptoms or signs to suggest that including unexplained weight loss, increased bruising or bleeding, night sweats, bone pain, prolonged fever, marked fatigue, etc.? In case you do, the best way to go is to consult with your physician who can order a complete blood count (CBC) with differential and morphology.