I lost a child, and am at a loss for options on ever feeling good again?

Seek support! No matter how one loses a child, whether by prolonged illness or sudden death, the loss of a child is perhaps the most profound, the most overwhelming, the most inconsolable of losses to deal with. You need others to help and support to overcome any inkling of guilt, blame or stigma attached. See a psychiatrist/psychologist to facilitate moving forward. You will feel good again! you are not alone-.