If I consider myself to be the real problem, how can I get help?

What problem? Psychological/physical? Your primary care physician is a good start since he/she knows you best. He/she can coordinate care with the rest of the specialists for you. There are many support groups on the internet specific to your problem. Do a google search. Church is also a good place to turn to depending on your belief. 911 is also a resource depending on severity...