I get very anxious. Especilly before I have to go to work. I usually don't even like to go anywhere before work even if I have 2 hours before I have?

Need psychiatric exa. You will benefit from consultation therapy and possibly medication. Childhood experiences influence adult reactions--for example adult children of alcoholics are anxious expect negative outcomes etc.
Not a way to live. This does not sound like a good way to live. As dr. Bey pointed out this is likely the result of childhood experiences that could be addressed in psychotherapy. While expensive and time consuming, it will be worth it.