I wanna know if hormones has anything with the lack of my sexual derive and lack of my emotions?

Young loss of libido. Sexual feelings are a high function of the human experience. If we are under stress or severe mental pain it is common for the libido to take a back seat. I am proud of you for being brave enough to reach out for help. You do not need to be suffering the badly. Now it is time to get help where you live. If it is safe enough your school nurse may be a good place to start. Or with your mom.