Break up after 5years because she cheated on me, everyday I got worse, I want to die. Nightmares. Bad thoughts. Happened 10days ago. Any advice? Help me.

Major Depression. I understand your painful hurt and feeling betrayed. Your life is PRECIOUS! Feel Blessings and Wonders of your body and Universe Have faith in your God.. Respect yourself for all accomplishments in your life Do not give power of your emotional health to your girlfriend. Scream out your angry feelings and release all feelings. See Psychiatrist for depression and inpatient psychiatric treatment.