I don't want to end up in hosp. Again but my depression and suicidal thoughts have been very strong. I talk to my therapist. What are other ways?

Psychiatrist. You may need prescription medication as well as therapy. A psychiatrist can also evaluate your for electrical therapy or magnetic therapy. You are very important to me and i would love to hear that you have been able to win this battle one day at a time. Know that you are not alone and how you effect people you barely even know. We are all strongly connected as humans and want to share & help.