I feel like killing myself. There is no one I can talk to. What should I do?

Please get help. If you want to kill yourself right now - please get to the nearest emergency room. Call 911 if you need to. If it isn't that acute - there are help lines and suicide hot lines where you can be provided with resources & can feel heard by people that care (even if they are strangers). Group and individual therapy can allow you to see that you are not alone & that your despair is not that unique.