Seek a support group for bi-polar disorder. Seek out understanding family members, friends, clergy and counsellors such as at school.
You may need to see a counsellor. Read and study the disease and try to know all that you can so that you understand why those with bi-polar d. O. Do what they do and act as they act. Protect yourself and your family as needed. Empathize and cope. You can do it.