Stress and anixity is killing me slowly I live same day over and over in pain crying ER visits 27 time with in year r/o hear my doctor let me suffer?

Sounds awful. Repeated er visits is not a good way to ease ongoing stress and anxiety. I'm unclear what the last part of your question means, but if your doctor "lets you suffer", you might need to find another, either in private practice, a clinic, or the public mental health system. There's also a role for self-help, no matter how bad the situation is. Good luck.