See below. Consider doing peritoneal dialysis/ bloodless dialysis. A small plastic tube is inserted in the abdomen as a outpatient. After it heals in about 2-3 weeks you have to connect to a bad of fluid and instill into the abdomen, after leaving it in for sometime, and then letting it drain, allows elimination of waste from the bloodstream to be eliminated as well.Many advantages, done at home after training.
CBT for some works. In contrast to other forms of psychotherapy, cognitive therapy is usually more focused on the present, more time-limited, and more problem-solving oriented. In addition, patients learn specific skills that they can use for the rest of their lives. These skills involve identifying distorted thinking, modifying beliefs, relating to others in different ways, and changing behaviors.
Needle phobia. You are young and possibly a candidate for peritoneal dialysis. Additionally your fear may be overcomed as you realize the needles can be inserted painlessly. Finally for the extremely rare exception you may dialyze with a catheter but the risk of infection is high. Please discuss peritoneal dialysis and transplant options with your doctor and still get a fistula created.