Severe ocd, constantly wash and scrub hands with a scourer, can't touch any potential public germ things. Always using handgel after everything? Needhelp

OCD. Is anxiety disorder treated with psychotherapy, behavior modification &medications to ease the obsessive thoughts and reduce compulsive rituals. Some medications include pubic and anafranil (clomipramine). Consult psychiatrist .
You need help. By your description, you need to get professional help. I would start with a pcp or clinical psychologist and perhaps a psychiatrist. You seem to have a major issue that needs to be urgently addressed.