Why must I seek out a diagnosis if I think I have a health problem but want to die?

Help is available. Your thought of wanting to die is treatable. You don't have to live your life with these negative thoughts and a desire to die. Therapy and medication can to alleviate such symptoms and help you live a happy and productive life. Depression is a very common issue and help is available. Talk to your primary care doctor about starting a new chapter in your life. My thoughts are with you.