Pick up your yellow pages and go on-line to find aa.
It is free. It is confidential. There are meetings that are open. Meetings that are closed. Meetings in the morning, noon & night. Meetings 7 days a week. Meetings for smokers and meetings for non-smokers. Step meetings. There are some meetings that are just for aviators, or just for doctors etc. This is a place to find help and support.